Me bitch :)

i guess this is what it means to be 18.

I officially feel like i’ve lost everything. I’m about to start cutting again, my mom’s given up on me, my dad thinks i’m a worthless peice of shit. i feel like everyone around me is moving farther and farther away. my reality is starting to crumble. i want to end it all soo badly. i feel like i’m just waiting for death now. i have nothing to look forward to anymore. my parents are officially searching my room daily to make sure i don’t smoke anymore weed at home. i have to come home straight after school everyday. i feel like i have no real friends that i can connect with, and that no one give a fuck about me. i still hate myself, and i’ve lost complete faith in myself. there is nothing anymore. no hope, no love, just pain and darkness. 

timemakesnomistakes asked: virtual hug <3

*BEAR HUG!!!!*

Anonymous asked: Hey, how are you?

im… meh…

y the anon for a question like this?

la-v0lpe:

I think the one thing I hate about Tumblr is the fact that I can let it all out here. I don’t have to hide this crucial part of me like I usually do, so it’s a lot harder for me to tell myself that everything is gonna be okay.